I'm feeling all these wonderful emotions....some sad some good some hard to deal with along with new feelings of happiness...processing what's eternally apart of you is so powerful. I am always on the go whether it's with school work or travel. My life is constant, always && devastatingly exciting. I exaggerated that last statement lol what I mean is I decided to take the time out of my busy world to think about my feelings eternally...what WON'T go away, what WILL eventually && those butterfly feelings when your life is on the right track! Between my personal && academic growth as a woman, artist,lover,friend....I am inhaling life && exhaling love. More than often I have been very deep within my feelings....dealing with things the world couldn't even come close to guessing...I keep TONS of stuff to myself so here I am writing you about all these wrapped up feelings inside my overworked brain. Maxwell moves me eternally....my whole body shifts depending on what he's singing about && to me if someones music can continue to do that...it's epic! I like being emotional for two reasons....what good would it do if I were zombie like...I have touched other's with my overwhelming loving tendencies to care without me even knowing...I can't help it it's a part of who I am. I love having emotions because that lets me know I feel great things for I am deeply connected to the earth; Does that make sense? Maybe not to my audience but it does to me. I could sit here && write FOREVER...but I do not have that type of free time. My feeling can't be taken away from me.....their private yet I long to share all of them. I DO NOT thing the world is ready for my dangerous beloved mind. I have this tingling sensation inside me right now from the thought of my old lovers...what makes my heart ache, what makes it open and pour a little of my existence into the air. Kind of deep...not event he things that consume me is beyond keeping up with. Eternally I just want you to know my name is Sable....you'll never come close to meeting one exactly like me with the same name && personality....my feeling are what keep me here willing to produce the best quality my spirit can envelop. xo
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